Always thought of creating a blog. Always thought of starting to express my thoughts, my hate, my love, my passion,my own self.
Finally here...
I am not an intelligent guy. I'm just a guy next door.Fat and happy. Full of love..Full of live...
I am a 3rd year Law student..I have no clue about what is happening why?
I believe that i am totally wasting my life..nor am i enjoying neither i'm studying. I have just messed up my life soo much that i dont know how to make use of it now...
I dont read novels..I dont read magazines..I dont know shit about the world...all i care about is to drive and drive and drive...
I have super strict and conservative parents..Not allowed to do so many things..
But I just want to break free...I want to make mistakes and live with them. Lived for 1.5yrs alone in the hostel but then as my parents shifted back to delhi from mumbai, had to stay with them as they were insecure to let me be alone..
I have made a lot of mistakes in life..Have entered into a lot of fights..Always chosen the wrong girls to be with..My last relationship was blah arggghhh totally...But this is what i chose to be...
I somehow have no clue about my future..But i believe my fate is too strong to let my life be wasted away..
I sometimes think of running away to Bombay for the last 2years of my Graduation.. I lived in Bombay for a year and i cant survive in Delhi at all..I can not live here...I dont belong here.
I desperately want to work for a car company as a test drive specialist or with magazines like Autocar and Overdrive. I want to fulfill my dream of being with car enthusiasts 24/7.
My parents want me to be like they want. They want me to be happy when they want. To like things they like, to understand what they want from me, to be exactly as they say..
But i am not that person.. I cannot work on somebody's terms..
I want to make my own terms....Live on my own terms...And suffer the consequences on my own.
I dont know why i wanted to start this blog.Its not that i am a very good writer or my thoughts are so well organised to explain things.
But i want to make an attempt..I want to make my presence felt..I have to make a plan..I have to make it large in life...
If i dont start now, i will never be able to do it...!
I am gonna take an off now..Cause i need to think and plan some stuf and then come tomorrow, i shall write my blog properly cause all that i have written today is shit...!!
adios!!
Finally here...
I am not an intelligent guy. I'm just a guy next door.Fat and happy. Full of love..Full of live...
I am a 3rd year Law student..I have no clue about what is happening why?
I believe that i am totally wasting my life..nor am i enjoying neither i'm studying. I have just messed up my life soo much that i dont know how to make use of it now...
I dont read novels..I dont read magazines..I dont know shit about the world...all i care about is to drive and drive and drive...
I have super strict and conservative parents..Not allowed to do so many things..
But I just want to break free...I want to make mistakes and live with them. Lived for 1.5yrs alone in the hostel but then as my parents shifted back to delhi from mumbai, had to stay with them as they were insecure to let me be alone..
I have made a lot of mistakes in life..Have entered into a lot of fights..Always chosen the wrong girls to be with..My last relationship was blah arggghhh totally...But this is what i chose to be...
I somehow have no clue about my future..But i believe my fate is too strong to let my life be wasted away..
I sometimes think of running away to Bombay for the last 2years of my Graduation.. I lived in Bombay for a year and i cant survive in Delhi at all..I can not live here...I dont belong here.
I desperately want to work for a car company as a test drive specialist or with magazines like Autocar and Overdrive. I want to fulfill my dream of being with car enthusiasts 24/7.
My parents want me to be like they want. They want me to be happy when they want. To like things they like, to understand what they want from me, to be exactly as they say..
But i am not that person.. I cannot work on somebody's terms..
I want to make my own terms....Live on my own terms...And suffer the consequences on my own.
I dont know why i wanted to start this blog.Its not that i am a very good writer or my thoughts are so well organised to explain things.
But i want to make an attempt..I want to make my presence felt..I have to make a plan..I have to make it large in life...
If i dont start now, i will never be able to do it...!
I am gonna take an off now..Cause i need to think and plan some stuf and then come tomorrow, i shall write my blog properly cause all that i have written today is shit...!!
adios!!
